Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Last night, I finally told her..
I still cant believe that I have already told her.. I really dunno wad to say.. but after telling her, I feel that my life seems to have completely changed.. for a few months already, I have been very gloomy and sad and feeling negative.. but after telling her, there is a 180 degree change, I feel much happier and for the first time in the past few years, I really smiled, even in my sleep..
When I told her, she told me she was surprised, which made me surprised.. many ppl have said that she already knew that I like her and I thought that thru some of my actions, it was quite obvious that I have feelings for her.. wad made me surprised was that she did not know it all this time..
Well, no matter who she chooses to be with in the future, I will respect her decision.. I know that I can never force my way thru matters of love…..
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