Friday, July 21, 2006
this is the crappiest day of my life.
i dun really feel like myself after school. i feel that everything is my fault. if not for me, there would not be so much problems..
between me and xinyi, ruiting chose me. i really dunno this is a good news or bad news. the good news is that ive finally found a partner for DE. the bad news is that i might have destroyed the friendship btw ruiting and xinyi.
i really dun one to be the one that destroys friendship btw ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!
during the whole of yf, im totally not myself at all. i juz didnt feel like doing anything at all. for the first time, God was not in my heart during yf. all i thought of was abt DE and help i can help xinyi and ruiting..
den at night, tried to persuade ruiting to go with xinyi. but she said she didnt wan to change anything anymore.. damn...
一切都是我的错...............
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