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Monday, July 31, 2006
each day is passing by so fast. its already the last day of july now. just 4 more months and i will be taking my o levels and graduate from PHS... actually, despite all the unhappy things that have happened to me in PHS, i feel quite sad to leave the school. there were many happy times and wonderful memories for me to cherish. its just so sad for me to end a chapter of my life...
i still remember that in sec 1, i was still very blur of my surroundings, having just graduated from primary school. then, my biggest headache was to choose my cca. in the end, i chose BB. over the next four years, this proved to be a wise decision...
despite being bullied by some of my classmates in sec1 and 2, i still had a happy time there. in sec 1, there was the orientation camp. den at the end of the year, went with our company to Thailand and had a great time there...
in sec 2, there was the opening ceremony. i was one of the singers in the worship segment, with some other BB and GB people, and of course mr wee. it was also here that i invited God into my life. in september, i was chosen to perform PD. had a PD camp at yuying sec(93rd coy). there, i made many new friends and also bonded with ppl from our own company...
sec 3 and 4 was one of the happiest period of my life. knew a whole new bunch of friends.. and the bullying also stopped too. in the early part of the year, there was the sec 3 adventure camp. den after that there was the PHS carnival and the school's 40th anniversary...
in sec 4, i had to bid farewell to many things. in january, i performed my last PD in front of the lower sec. den in april, there was the POP. that would have been one of the last time i am wearing a BB uniform.... and now, i am just four months away from leaving the school.......
time is moving too fast for me. good things alwaysdo not last long..... sian......
blogged at 3:22 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
very disappointed now after getting back my english and chem papers...
i had expected to do very well and at get an A2 for chem.. it was quite an easy paper. but i only managed to get 55.. very sad now. this is the second consecutive time that i have scored so badly for my chem........
for english, i felt that i could have done a lot better. i got only 63 for the paper while others got scores like 70 and 80....
the only things that i can be happy about is that im finally getting into a mood for studying and that this is my best results since entring sec 4.. i got an average of 73.. first time doing so good. den my L1R5 is 13, not too bad and my L1R4 is 10.. at least i will still have hope of getting into SA or a good course in poly...
the hardest thing that i will have to face would be how i should tell my parents abt my result.. but no matter how hard it is, i will still have to face the fact that i will have to tell them some day..
blogged at 9:02 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
got back my humans papers today. it was quite bad.... failed my SS but luckily my hist pass so my overall still get a 52.. heng sia.... wonder wat my parents will say if i fail a subj..
now left only chem and english.. was supposed to get chem paper today but mrs teo nvr come so didnt get back.. maybe tmr den get back ba. as for ang moh, i dun think i will get it so soon. ms soh is still on holiday and mrs tan come and teach us. dunno if she will hav our test papers....
today got the aust maths comp.. dun wan to talk about it.. feeling very disappointed abt it..
den aft sch went to tuit with audrey, shimin and rebecca.. audrey, shimin and me were talking at the back about everything happening in school and suaning abt audrey's inability to draw and shortness...
its very late now and i am so damn bloody tired...zzzzzZZZZZZZZ......
blogged at 12:19 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Precision Drill by The Boys' Brigade 27th Singapore Company
somehow manged to find BB 27th PD performance on youtube.. yay..
blogged at 2:50 AM
got back some of my results today.. was totally shocked by some of the subjects..
for geog i got 28/30 which is 93.333.../100.. i really cannot believe this. geog was supposed to be my second weakest subject. hopefully, i can do as well for my Os. the other result i got was physics, which was 68/100. not bad for a paper which many people failed. i was actually quite relieved by the result. during the mid year, i had failed my paper and i wasn't expecting to do so well this time.. the only thing that surprised me was that kh topped the class with 76/100... omg..
heard from a friend that she didnt do very well for her combined humans.. failed the subject. she had not expected to fail. elect geog was supposed to be one of her best subjects and for ss miss kang had expected her to do well. but in the end she still couldnt avoid failing the subject. now, she feels very sad and is trying to look for ways to improve.. hope that she will eventually do well..
this is a Bible verse which i always use for myself and also use to encourage my friends who are depressed:
"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." Proverbs 3:5-6
blogged at 12:11 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
got back my maths and a maths paper today.. no yesterday... its past mn.. haha..
anw, did qite okay this time.. 38/40 for both papers... damn it, i always come so close to getting full marks.. but at least my record for not scoring A2 and below for a maths is not broken yet.. yay.. lol..
saw ruiting at the bus interchange today aft sch.. talked to her for a while.. she seemed okay. no signs of being angry on the previous days.... which is good...
its gettin quite late now.. gotta go and get some sleep.. tmr got hist test.....
i dun really feel like myself after school. i feel that everything is my fault. if not for me, there would not be so much problems..
between me and xinyi, ruiting chose me. i really dunno this is a good news or bad news. the good news is that ive finally found a partner for DE. the bad news is that i might have destroyed the friendship btw ruiting and xinyi.
i really dun one to be the one that destroys friendship btw ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!
during the whole of yf, im totally not myself at all. i juz didnt feel like doing anything at all. for the first time, God was not in my heart during yf. all i thought of was abt DE and help i can help xinyi and ruiting..
den at night, tried to persuade ruiting to go with xinyi. but she said she didnt wan to change anything anymore.. damn...
一切都是我的错...............
blogged at 12:10 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
its been a long time since i last blogged. have been very tired recently so very lazy 2 blog. anw, this entry will be a summary of happend in the last week...
MONDAY this morning was the world cup final between france and itly. i had wanted to wake up at 2 in the morning to watch the match. i remember settin the alarm clock the night before. however when i woke up in the morning, it was already 5am so i missed the match. in the end had to look at the teletext....
anw, italy won the match by penalties.. italy r juz abunch of divers and cheaters. they dun deserve to be world champions. even trinidad & tobago dun cheat as much as them......
went to school after that. den found out from miso soup (our new eng teacher) that my prelim oral was actually the next day. was kinda surprised act. we were not told previously when our oral was.....
TUESDAY had my oral in the afternoon. my passage and picture was still okay, juz the conversation that is bad. anw, ms soh is really a bad oral examiner. justina said that she waited for me for 20 mins. dotz......
when sharon came out, only me and justina were waiting outside. when i came out, justina, zhihui and audrey were waiting outside den when justina came out, zhihui, audrey, yanjie and shiling were waiting outside. can u juz imagine how long ms soh takes for 1 person to finish oral?????????
WEDNESDAY school was just as normal. there's this dining etiquette course coming soon. heard that faith was goin to be with our class.. at night,____ called me and asked if i could partner her. this is an offer which i would find hard to turn down, so i accepted it......
THURSDAY mrs teo came into our class today and told us the news i had bben waiting for. grace was going to be with faith for the dining thingy. den we can also choose our own partners. therefore, if everything goes according to plan i will be with ____.. yay........ drina said i was overly excited when i heard what mrs teo said. well, i juz felt very happy and couldnt control my feelings.......
had yf in the afternoon. attendance seems to be improving.. good.. more ppl are comig. but i still hope that more ppl will come. hope that God may help us in pulling ppl in.. anw,todays topic was supposed to be about partiality, den after the devotion, we were supposed to split into our levels. therefore, had to talk to cherlene and sheron, the only ppl goin to yf for sec4s. initially, we wanted to tralk abt today's topic but we somehow got distracted into talking abt other things. cherlene said she wanted to go with andy for the dining thing den sheron say she want to be with yiyuan..... den we talk until everybody finish liao den go....
FRIDAY
common test starts today. english was still ok but ss was so bloody hard, tink im gonna fail ss.......
juz recieved a very bad news today, 4faith girls will be drwing lots, so i might not be with ____.. anw, i dun wanna care about all this first. after common test den discuss with her about wat to do....
later got maths tuition.. kenji, elaine and the other girl all say they will pon today so only i go.. had wanted to ask audrey and shimin to come today but they dun wan, so only i go later................ sian.....
blogged at 4:47 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
just came back from studying with zoe.. now that o levels are coming, i have started to study harder.. i dunno why but i'm very scared of the exams. in the past during PSLE, i was still not so scared of my exams but this time, i really feel very afraid of my furure.. i really dunno what will happen if my results are bad..
i'd wanted to study now but some ppl living above me are renovating their house den i really cant concentrate bcos of the noise.. well, i hope that they are renovating for only 1 day cos i really want to study and if they make so much noise, i cant study..
ok, gtg now, will try to study.. no matter how chaotic my environment is i still have to conyinue with my work...... bye.....