after yesterday's goh training, getting more and more stress.. i was the right marker so i had to shout some commands.. i was also having a sore throat tt day.. in the end, i "zao sia"ed twice during the whole training.. it was like " pantan kehadapan pan ???".. its so embarrasing lor, esp in front of gb.. luckily not the whole company was there, or else i doubt i will ever dare to face them again.. wat was frustrating was tt when we were training in front of ncc rm, some sec3 ncc boys laughed at my voice.. i mean i did not do it intentionally and it was not meant to be a joke.. if those doing drill can control their laughter, why not those who are not??
anyway, tmr got full dress rehersal.. hope tt i will not "zao sia" again.. lol..